KiNGMAKER!

My mother's favorite memory of me as a child, was of me walking down the stairs from my bedroom, wiping the sleep away from my eyes and behind my hands, every morning was a bright, beautiful, genuine, smile. After high school I had gone on to become a stock broker passing the series-7 exam 3 months shy of turning 19, at a firm which a movie was written about. I have served his country in the Air Force gathering intelligence. After which I was fortunate to be able to return the gift of life to my own father by donating a kidney! I enrolled in the seminary to grow closer to God. I was intelligent, charismatic. He had lived in Japan for 3 years. I had studied Spanish in Mexico. He had traveled around the world. I have even bathed people dying of AIDS in the slums of Kingston, Jamaica. I had done all of these things before my 28th birthday. On the outside, I had it all. On the inside, I was dying, and when I was not dying, I wanted to die. Why was I like this? What had happened between being the happy little boy and the adult with a private death wish? Most importantly, how did I change? That is my biography. Pretty impressive from a second person point of view, a private prison from my perspective. Why was I like that? I was a walking contradiction to life itself because of not only the choices I made but also because of the thoughts I catered to. I was a prisoner in a life that many people envied and would give anything for a chance to live the life I was privileged to. In fact, I lived more in my first 28 years of life than many people could in many lifetimes. Life is a layered experience that is controlled by the mind. Although I drank to the point of inebriation everyday for 13 years and was addicted to hard drugs for a period of 3 years, those were not the manacles that bound me to misery. The fetters that held me captive were not captain and cokes nor the cocaine that I often abused to complimented them. Those chains I wore around my mind where the chains of choice. I was in a self imposed prison, with the possibility of serving a life sentence for a crime that I had not committed. I have found a managable soultion that is not impossible to implement. I am here to help you. I believe we are all kings and queens and I am the KiNGMAKER! Please, feel free to email me! IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO DISCOVER YOUR KINGDOM!