Ella

My name is Ella, and recently I have discovered that my life is based around music; it is what I cherish above all else in the world, and made me who I am today and who I want to be tomorrow.
Now you're thinking "emo music freak", right? I get it a lot, but it's not strictly true. My label is my name, and the way in which I live up to that name is the way in which I want to be labelled. For myself, and not for others liking.
There are times in my life when I don't want to live,and that's okay - that helps me and makes me stronger when I pick myself up. I love the feeling of life; letting go and not being held down by menial things that other people drag you into as if it's the end of the world. A lost lover or a broken phone isn't what I want to rely on for feeling; I want to feel alive by singing, dancing, making music, being adventurous, acting, writing, smiling, laughing, being completely and utterly stupid even though everyone is staring.
There's always going to be something holding me back. I'm never going to be the prettiest, funniest, smartest - but why did society built these perceptions of perfection when we're only forced to compare ourselves to an impossible feat?
You've learnt more about me in these past few paragraphs than most people in my life will ever know; but you don't need to know my surname, my age, my birthday, my hobbies. You know who I am, not who I'm supposed to be.