Sometimes words are hard to find. Sometimes it is also hard to write. I can't seem to find the exact words to say but despite how my mind works, you still understand what I meant to express. So, this time, it's my turn to understand. To understand that you are now one of the people who are already out of my reach. Here are some words that I thought through to let my feelings out, and I will try my best to convey them properly.

A few days ago, I dreamed about us talking again. You messaged that we should talk when I'm free and it might be our last time to talk too. I was scared and didn't want to permanently end us so I replied that I'm not sure when my break would be. Then, I woke up from that nightmare.

Love was never the problem and neither was the solution to keep us together. Throughout our relationship, I was filled with an overwhelming sense of love and gratitude. I thought that despite the challenges we had, we'll be able to grow together. However, the opposite happened. A wall between us started building up, keeping us apart.