Vangie Valles

Hi! My name is Vangie Valles and this is my story. 5 1/2 years ago I married the man who I thought I was gonna spend the rest of my life with. In the beginning it was great! The first 4 years were the best, I couldn't of asked for anything better. Up until 6 months ago we have had nothing but problems, if it's not one thing it's another. We have done nothing but fight argue and not talk to each other. I hate it! I can honestly say now that I know what it means when they say " it's a thin line between love & hate".. I still don't understand how I can love someone with all my heart but at the same time hate that very person... How could he look into my eyes and lie to my face.. How could he feel no guilt when he lies to me? How can he say he loves me when he's always looking for someone else? And the biggest question how the hell can I stay with him knowing everything he has done to me? I'm no saint and I don't pretend to be. I don't play a victim and I hate when everyone else knows our problems.