Sammy

-I am Half Yemeni and Half Lebanese.

-Perfection doesn't exist, and beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, so find beauty in me or get used to my flaws because I don't feel like changing. :)

Am A Simple Girl..

Well my body isn't perfect.
I don't walk with confidence.
I get into fights with my parents and friends.
Some nights I'd rather be myself than out partying.
I cry over the smallest things sometimes.
There are days that I get through with forced smiles and fake laughs.
Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not.
I'm not ugly but I'm not beautiful.
I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures.
There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.
I constantly think I'm not good enough.
I'm imperfect, but I'm perfectly [ME].♥

The only two places where I feel absolutely safe are ether in a BED with fresh, white sheets and pillows surrounding my head, or in water. Like on the bottom of a swimming pool. Alone, weightless, peaceful, nobody talking, nobody pretending, Just BEING.
Those are the Only two places. Everywhere else I get smacked in the face with arrogance, ignorance, shallowness. The knock me down and leave me bleeding on the floor.

I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and I won't settle for anything less than I deserve.

I am:

1- Original
2- Spontaneous
3- Loving
4- Crazy
5- Proper
6- Loud
7- Daring
8- Classy
9- Unique
10- Kookoo lool :P

What is heartbreak for me?! hmmmm

Heartbreak is lying on your bed, trying your damn hardest to breath while at the same time wondering why it all went wrong and how you're gonna get up and pretend like everything is all right, and what the hell are you gonna do about that hole in your chest? Yeah, that heartbreak.