Life is only as hard as you make it, if you make it hell then it will be hell. If you choose a garden to play in it will be pleasant and nice, you make the choice. You have to know me to love me. But when I find that special person I want her to know that she will always carry the heart of my soul with her. My Father once told me " when you love someone let them know, cause the day they get away you will always wonder if He/She was the one". I'm from the old school, my late parents are my guidence in life and after life. I'm never alone as long as they are in my heart. I have 4 great Grankids, they bring my heart to a young age, I will spoil them as long as God will allow me. I had always thought I was here to protect people, but when my parents passed away, I realized I could'nt protect them. My mother always said she never wanted to bury any of her children, As a Son I never wanted to bury my parents, but God has them now and they are dancing the waltz together. My parents will live in me as long as I'm a kid, so I decided I will never grow up so come on children of tomorrow let's Country Dance the night away.