Am a Marine Engineer..being on this path for 15 years....widowed 6 years ago..have a handsome son..he is 6 years old...l try to give him the best of my best...we are a great team together..but something is still missing in our life ..though our pain is behind us...we need a new beginning,a fresh start...we always need someone in our life.l or my Son did not by choice chose this path,but we have chosen not to grief for all eternity....but then people wonder what our strength has being...Today am able to say this...WE KNOW THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE,ONE DAY WILL PUT A SMILE ON OUR FACES AGAIN EITHER BY CHANCE OR CHOICE,BUT ULTIMATELY BY DESTINY....we are looking at the bright side of Life...