William (Aloewallowix) Mowry

Greetings my good friends everywhere! I am pretty much a human being. I am an Anti Corruption Act volunteer (through Represent.Us); and a Green party voter. My thoughts on this world represent an ideal that it is simply a setting with millions upon millions of world views and mindsets; not the definition of a simulation; ohh, it's much, much more than that! But, essentially I am a Human being no matter how you define me; because simply put as a being I define myself. My only question is... why can't I afford nice things? Why can't everyone be good to one another? Why does special interest money become so powerful? Why am I out of control sometimes? Why am I unable to do certain things? Who made me this way, exactly? Did I choose this life for me? Did I just wake up one day... and realize a thing or two. You know; I remember drinking Ayahuasca one time and the experience I had was simply not that of a traditional Ayahuasca experience. First off; this wasn't even Ayahuasca- it was Syrian Rue tea with Acacia Confusa + Chaliponga tea- or at least if memory serves me right within this moment. So.. I remember one thing: When I experienced this experience with Ayahuasca at first I was actually very inebriated and doing sort of a "dance" (if you will; this doesn't necessarily describe it as I was seated for my own safety due to an awareness of this drug I was taking into my own body and welcoming)- but then I thought about a close friend of mine who suffered through PTSD (and I basically stripped naked in front of her, flipped her dad off (and her off), and ruined our friendship together on one destructive, delirious night. I hadn't taken any drugs of any kind on this particular night but I had a lot going on in my mind. I was loosing it. I needed someone to step me aside and talk to me and so many things were happening all at once in my "real world". Well anywho- when I had this experience with oral DMT tea; I cried and prayed for this friend. To me; that is not any kind of simulation- it's my story. Literally. And it happened. I hurt someone and now i'm trying to repay them somehow because we don't talk to each other anymore. I'm trying to build a world for them or other people like them.

--Peace, Love, Reason, Liberty.