Abhishek Agrawal
Gunupur
I am humble but not great,I try to do my best but there is always something to be done..my ignorance is encyclopedic... there is insanity in me,people call it delusion.....but whatever i am people love me..... i spend my quarter day in sleeping and the next in reading things that is awkward to many... and the rest half day i remain confused.....but sometimes i pen down my thoughts..but most of the time i m of no use..sometimes i sit in lonliness and gawk at the wall..and try to find answers that is crippling me......one thing i have learnt that as we grow older.... our life becomes more complicated......i still look for bliss like i used to be in my childhood days............... a man has his own triumphs to tell and listening is a great burden...i listen to other's mind but seldom open myself...that's why some people love me while some questions my modesty.... ..in many sense i m insane,still i wound other's heart and still i m living......like a lonewolf........ i still ponder who i am....i am looking for the colours bereaved from me..but my instinct tells colours are fantasies of blind...i appear colourless outside...i need a vision to collate my dishevelled life.....million people resides in me..i am just shards of few....now i am mute but will come strongly in future...