Oh what to say...I will let you know now that everyone I meet eventually tells me that I'm weird...and I'm ok with that. I have a sense of humor that is sarcastic, dry and at times a little dimented. Putting all that aside, I wear my heart on my sleeve and always try to help those that need it....so yes, I attract those that like to use others as door mats...It depresses me when I realize that most of my friendships have been mostly one sides and over when they got what they needed....but I will never change that part of me and will continue to be a good friend. As lonely as it at times it makes me feel better knowing that if they want to through TRUE friend away...then hey..its their stupidiy and their loss.