yaniraroman

Hello & Welcome To My Blog.

I am Yanira Roman, a 20 year old blogger from Chicago IL. I was born a dreamer, is there such a thing as a person that dreams a lot? Maybe, I’ve always wanted to do something creative with my life, wanted to be a teacher, then I wanted to be an amazing and well know talented filmmaker. It’s been since I was about 8 years old, maybe younger that I knew my passion for writing, just arts to be honest. I love to be able to speak my mind, no filter, no censor. I believe that being honest is one of my greatest qualities and it’s the quality that makes me unique. I went to high school, well duh… I was slightly popular, mainly for my butt and thighs, I guess I developed well. I grew up hating my body and just hating the way I matured, I always felt out of place and always dealt with body image issues. I still am not the confident young woman I wish to be but I guess with the right people and the right mirror I am getting there. During my high school years I did radio, yup I did that. I started doing online radio, did that for 3 years and honestly it was the time I found my voice. My show was planned in one day and boom, a week later I was LIVE. The radio show was a huge success and I got to interview amazing artist and talk to different people from around the world. Later on about 2012 I decided to be in a long-distance relationship, that relationship was one of the most hurtful things I have ever experience in my life. I was belittled and verbally abused; to this day I still deal with trying to find myself back to whom I used to be. I believe that loving someone, giving your all to someone emotionally and then getting that type of treatment in return is a painful thing to go through. From that relationship, I wrote my self-motivational book “Lessons Learned” it wasn’t the best written book but it’s mine. I was able to escape and cope with me, writing that book was the most painful thing ever, I did it though. I never thought that I would become someone; I always doubted myself and my work ethic after that relationship. A year later I left that relationship, still dealing with the heartbreak I decided to be okay and find myself a job. I work now for American Greetings and am a student at college. I am not happy but I am trying to find myself, I attend weekly sessions of therapy and my therapist is honestly like a second mother in my eyes. I hope to transfer into the college of my dreams and double major in communicatio