yelliw

Tired of hiding...
I'm about to reborn from my ashes.

If I can't get it, you can tell I'll be dead.

I'm an obssesive person, I can't take anything easy. All or nothing. I get tired really soon about everything/ everyone. It's increasingly difficult for me to find comfort.

I hate my life and I love music.
I wish I were somebody else every day in my life. I was born in the wrong country, town, family and probably era.

I'm definitely a troubled-minded girl and I don't need a therapist to claim it.

I think about killing myself every minute, and sometimes I've fantasized also about killing somebody else.

I'm passionate but lately I've lost myself that much that I don't even can claim I'm alive anymore.

I'm going through the worse time in my life, and its extends for more than 3 years... I wish I was dead.

No one knows a shit about me, no one knows how I feel or what I think, I bet no one even knows me 5% but I'm proud of it because I actually like to be misterious and elusive. I don't trust anyone and I feel only comfortable by myself.

If I can make it through this phase of my life, if I can become the woman I really am, my life would absolutely worth, but if not, I won't hesitate to kill myself and fuck off.

Not too much to say about me to this point. I'm just too lost and too tired of everything. Willing to change but really scared to move.