I'm sorry, I'm such a fool to do everything I did. You know, I didn't want to blame my cancer for everything, but I changed a lot since I got it. I thought everyone left me, but then I realized I was the one who took myself behind. I thought my family didn't love me anymore, but the fact is I was stressed and couldn't think clearly. Mom, sorry if I did this and made you cry again. Dad, I'm not a fighter, no, you were wrong. Those smiles I showed to you just a fake. Matt and Johan, I was such an annoying and stupid sister to you two. I loved you, I love you and I will always love you, even you guys couldn't see me anymore. Bye bye. Please don't cry for me, stay strong I was the only one who's weak in the family. Love you all <3 :)